Tuesday, June 25, 2013

The Guy with the Portal

As the boy stood by the hall, a sudden emptiness crawled inside him filling his whole being with loss and sadness. Everything he knew, his whole world, had just walked out of the door which thundered a shut   shattering his chandelier of a fragile heart which went scattering across the cold marble floor.

Tears refused to flow; try as he may to squeeze it out and let the emptiness rush out of him with cries and screams. This time the door had been closed so hard that emotions inside him refused to show. 

Yet, he could feel it all inside him, pushing every fiber of his being wanting to come out but never finding an outlet. And he grew cold upon the realization that no amount of tears could ever drain out the sadness or fill his emptiness ever again. A part of him just died or left him along with the others who had left him behind. 

The day grew colder and as he stood transfixed in the middle of the hallway, the air grew stale. 

At the other end of the hall, a figure appeared and ran towards him calling his name. She seemed to know him but his thoughts were empty and so was his memory. She hugged the boy and took him into a warm room where the fire was burning. 

There were toys and playthings kept to fulfil a boy's fantasy parades but everything had lost it's charm. At that moment, a boy was forced to grow beyond his age. So sat a sombre body by the fireplace with a frozen heart never to be warmed again.

-Neivikhotso Xander

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Love is Blindness

Love is blindness? Yes, I know and it does not help repeating it to me over and over again. I can't even logic my way out of every day situations! You expect me to apply my brains while my heart is all that I follow. In all my eternal stupidity, I wish I was deciduous; ready to shed it every autumn when coldness overcomes the warmth of spring. I shall reserve my discourteous behaviour for my brains even if it reminds me that my reasoning is fallacious. It shall always do, for it knows little about the leap of faith that love empowers one to make.

Love is blindness? But I have made a pact. I will not see it. I will just be lost. Let logic be reserved for those who want to study trivium. When I am in love, I cannot speak with the right grammar or make sense or play with rhetoric. I just don't want to be smart in love. I want to be myself, abashedly naive and stupidly pure. But then, I am usually like that and eternally in love.

Love is blindness? But once you wrapped the night around me, I can't see anything anyway. Why search for the light when the absence of it is so beautiful? It is certainly not darkness that I seek… but the bliss of being myself when the lights are off. When a simple caress is more than the promise of coitus! O! let this moment be here forever.

Love is blindness? Who says that I am sightless in love? I can see you all around me like hallucination is a way of life. But how can it be that it is so? There is a stimulus here that makes you walk beside me when I go home every night. It is your love that makes me feel your warmth around me. I am cycling past the raindrops hoping that with every breath, your warmth turns into the cold breeze and rush into me. I am not delirious. But you do appear every where! May be you have made a home beneath my eyelids.

Love is blindness? 
I am just too numb to feel!

Good night

"Love Is Blindness"(originally by U2)

rehashed by Jack White for The Great Gatsby 


One, two, three
Two, two, three
Love is blindness, 
I don't wanna see
Won't you wrap the night 
Around me
Oh, my heart
Love is blindness.


I'm in a parked car
On a crowded street,
And I see my love
Made complete.


The thread is ripping
The knot is slipping.
Love is blindness.
Love is clockworks,
And it's cold steel
Fingers too numb to feel
Squeeze the handle
Blow out the candle
Blindness
Love is blindness
I don't wanna see
Won't you wrap the night
Around me

Oh my love
Blindness
A little death
Without mourning
No call
No Warning
Baby, a dangerous idea...
Almost makes...sense

Love is drowning
In a deep web
All the secrets
And no body else to tell
Take the money
Why don't you honey
Blindness

Love is blindness,
I'm so sick of it,
I don't wanna see
Why don't you just take the night
And wrap it all around me, now
Oh my love
Blindness
Oh, I'm too numb to feel...
Blow out the candle.
Blindness.